I wonder why I bother.

I feel at the moment as though I'm in a perpetual state of flux when it comes to work at the moment. On the one hand there are loads of exciting things happening and I've started the new year with a "don't mess with me attitude" that seems to be working at least some of the time. Then on the other hand I'm hitting brick walls that are exactly the same brick walls I was hitting at the same time last year and I wonder whether I'm actually making any headway at all.

Today consisted of a morning that I finished feeling utterly pleased with the job I'd done and an afternoon that left me wanting to tear my hair out. I have to fill in a form for my staff development review next week that asks where I see myself and my career going in the next few years. At the moment I haven't got the foggiest how to even begin to answer!